I found a bunch of old drawings and paintings from exactly 10 years ago (2000) in the basement of my childhood home.  This was strange for me to see since I barely remember doing them, but as I looked at them I began to remember.  My frame of mind at the time and emotions were so raw from pain.  Interesting, as 10 years later I am feeling much the same emotions.  Could this be the end of a bad cycle and the beginning of something great?  Who knows.  My life drastically changed soon after the period these paintings were made.  We shall see what the future brings.....